Someone just told me about her 遗憾。 This is a true 遗憾. Although I also have thought about the word, but it's really 小屋见大屋.

原来有缘无份真的会发生。Really feel rather sad for her when she told me about it. Now both parties have set up their own families and they have to keep their feelings deep inside their hearts.

Thus far, 3 I knew has left during this peak.. I admire their courage to try new grounds in the midst of the economic crisis. Too many people have told me about the fortune of still retaining my job..I feel job security is not too much of an issue in my industry, but this year has been so horrible that I really feel that trying out on the commercial world may be a more worthwhile option.

The stress level and the amount of hours put in has far exceeded what I could imagine when I gave up the opportunity to try out.. I always felt that working late is nothing new to me, but I had not been able to predict the extent of the late hours and stress level. There are too many complications and I am really tired of it... My friend has once again reminded me that I was the one who gave up the slackier working hours.. Now I just hope that I will be rewarded for all the hard work and stress that I have to endure and thereafter I really wish to explore new grounds.. I have to believe that it's possible especially since I am stuck now..