I am really not happy.....
There's too much management ... management of a client who tries to play us out... management of team.. I am getting too tired and drained..
Postive thinking: It's part of "growing up" ..
But I no longer can think it in a tve way.. I am really too tired.. It's a war day everyday and I just have to go on and on without knowing exactly whether there are tangible rewards.. I am just trying to pull through..
One friend was trying to encourage me... " You are stronger than what you perceive yourself to be". I have to believe that I am mentally strong to reach the end of this marathon.