I used to look forward to grp outings as they were really fun. I missed those days where we went out for a chill/kopi after the grp outings. With so many people leaving, our large clique has been significantly reduced to a smaller one or rather one with also includes people from other grps. Henceforth, when it comes to such grp outings, I tend to feel the inertia to go. I still attend but somehow the feeling is different. We used to be in our own world during such outings cos there were so many of us. We played games n gossiped within our own clique. Nowadays, we are a smaller gang, so we mix around with less familiar faces. Probably this is what grp outings should be-- mingle around with people you are less familiar with, but the fun is defintely reduced. Sometimes, I feel a bit awkward when I do not have much to chat with the rest of the people.. One friend said that if I stay longer, I will slowly have to mix around with people whom I do not normally hang out with.. Well, my aim is not to let that happen cos I am going to leave..

 Going to meet the original clique tomorrow and looking forward to it! This clique is the happy part of my work life..